When you feel down......

So if you have been following my story, or if you know me personally you will know that I am a jolly person, bubbly personality and I love to serve God all the way... but that doesn't mean I don’t have my faults in fact I have lots of fault but one thing that I am sure of is that my God never uses by downfalls and weakness to judge me... rather he uses my journey in life to correct me and encourage me so that I may in turn encourage people around me.

Studying for a board exam can be tedious especially when you have spent so many resources, financially, time, energy in preparing for the same exam over and over again. It gets to a point when you really want to give up and I think I got to that point a few days ago...... Hmmm the way the devil likes to work his way into lives of God's children first and foremost is by FEAR. He lurks around us hoping to institute fear in us so that he can divert our joy to other things such as doubt, uncertainty, worrying and so much more. 

Romans 8:26-28 The Message translations says:

Meanwhile, the moment we get tired in the waiting, God’s Spirit is right alongside helping us along. If we don’t know how or what to pray, it doesn’t matter. He does our praying in and for us, making prayer out of our wordless sighs, our aching groans. He knows us far better than we know ourselves, knows our pregnant condition, and keeps us present before God. That’s why we can be so sure that every detail in our lives of love for God is worked into something good.

This is the promise of God for us, as long as we believe that He love and Grace supersedes all that we can ever think of or ask for that we need to be strong in our conviction and faith that we will see us through the stormy weathers.

During this time for me, I have come to realize the important things and people around me. I am surrounded by family, friends and loved ones that keep pushing and pulling me up every time I feel like I cannot do it or maybe I don't deserve the best.

So as I round up, I tell myself I will Make It!!! That’s for sure because I have a testimony and good news to share with the whole world that is well overdue. I can’t wait to tell the world of my great and mighty God!!!

Oh before I go.... you need to be blessed by this song... this has been my anthem for the past weeks.... and I pray that this will be my song and shout of Joy very very soon in less than 6 weeks to be precise.... I will be sing “I don't know how He did it but HE MADE A WAY FOR ME"

https://youtu.be/MDnrYaDPcig

Remain blessed

Kemi A

New Beginnings Day 2

As I continue with my exercise of thanksgiving and my appreciation if God's goodness, I would like to share a text I got from one of the very many people who continually support my dreams and career goals.

"Regarding your exam,  just choose to believe that you are already successful so as to overcome every element of fear that could potentially impair the depth of your understanding of the materials as you study. (Remember that FEAR is False  Evidence Appearing to be Real). Our God reigns! Shine on Kemi! The world will hear about your victory in Jesus' name, Amen!"

Those words have extremely blessed me and reading this text everyday motivates me to put in my very best when I study .

So ...... God's greatness Day 2 (Oct 22)

- My cousin had a baby boy today. This is a long time coming and in a span of 2 years God has blessed her with a daughter and now a son..... Indeed God is Almighty.

-I am grateful for my ClassyDiva ladies and my awesome JKL sisters. Having all this ladies daily encourage me and pushing me constantly not to give up is one out of my many blessing and support system. I bless God every day for these ladies.

On that note Day 2 was glorious

Signing out
KemStarMD

New Beginnings.....

So I decided to add a new experience and exercise to my journey in life because I realize that one of the gifts that God has blessed me with it encouraging people around me. I know..... I actually had to think about it because at times I find it difficult to encourage myself but in the past few months I have realized that I get strength and fulfill when I encourage others, pray for others or even spend few minutes each day to tell someone I care about that I miss them, love them, proud of them, can't wait to see them or yes this is my favorite quote ..... " the best is yet to come dear".
On Tuesday I attended RCCG church dedication in Indiana and I was blessed by the preaching of Pastor E.A Adeboye. I remember making my request to God that night and  believing that before the end of this year, I will be sharing my awesome Testimony.  When I left church I told myself on my way home that each day for the next 30 days, I want to find at least  one thing daily that reminds me of God faithfulness and goodness.  So here is to the next 30 days.

Day 1 (10/21/15)
So many things to be grateful for

- My medical school finally got approval for title IV loan. I know a lot of people may not understand this but being an IMG student and more precisely an AUA medical student you know what this means and how relieved many of us are knowing that we don't have to pay in school interest or take extra masters programs just to pay for school. Indeed when the bible says "all things work together for good to them that Love Christ Jesus" it's no lie. This approval came through at the appointed time and season.

- My very good friend passed his 1st Board exams. Whoop whoop. It's an awesone feeling know that after a long waiting period you can finally move on. I know I can testify to that. I know that the journey has not being easy but all I can say is God is indeed faithful.

- My friend/ sister had a huge court case settled. This was an amazing highlight of my day. Since I am not permitted to say much about this. All I know for a fact that the one and only God who is the judge and comforter definitely wiped away her tears and I know this is the beginning of greater things to come.

- Lastly safety of my friends and family.  This is a huge one for me. Whenever I talk to my parents, siblings and friends I am always joyous because I know these are my personal fans and they have been there through thick and thin for me and so knowing that they are in great health day in and day out, I give God all glory .

I encourage you all to try this exercise and I can tell you that even as much as life tends to throw at us the different walks and struggle, if we focus on the good, we realize that indeed God is always faithful.  So on that note my luvs I sign out for now.

KemStarMD