Wednesday, 14 May 2025

Closed doors

old closed door with a streak of sunlight. by Shikhar Bhattarai ...


Hey There!

Yes Yes Yes I know it has been a while. And you may be wondering what I have been up to? Well to summarize  my growth the last few years with emojis ......πŸ˜πŸ™ƒπŸ˜πŸ˜œπŸ€‘πŸ˜”☹πŸ˜«πŸ™„πŸ˜¬πŸ˜±πŸ™πŸΎπŸ‘ŽπŸ½πŸ‘πŸΎπŸ’ͺπŸΎπŸ‘©πŸ½πŸ«πŸ€¦πŸ½πŸ’ƒπŸΎπŸ’‘πŸ’‰πŸ“–

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But above all God has been faithful. I cannot deny that at all even with all the ups and downs, His Grace upon my life still amazes me because I am so far from being perfect.

Overall it's been a journey the last few years, a journey comprising of love, strength, growth both spiritually and mentally. There have so many set backs especially with my career. My medical school journey hasn't been a smooth ride but this journey has thought me to TRUST God especially when my door of  breakthrough is shut closed and I have my back against the wall...... listen to song "Made a way by Travis Green" https://youtu.be/MDnrYaDPcig.

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So to my closed door,
Sometimes I wonder to myself, my closed doors? Why such a rough road? Why is it taking me longer to complete that degree?  Pass that exam? Find love? Start that business? So many whys and you may be wondering the same thing but let me assure you that God is not done yet!

I have to tell myself that especially on days when I feel so overwhelmed like today.
Ecclesiastical 9:11 NLT
I have observed something else under the sun. The fastest runner doesn't always win the race, and the strongest warrior doesn't always win the battle. The wise sometimes go hungry, and the skillful are not necessarily wealthy. And those who are educated don't always lead successful lives. It is all decided by chance, by being in the right place at the right time.


Chance in this context for me is Grace to me... The Grace of God to force those closed doors open and to walk boldly into the destiny that God has for me and YOU!

Another point of view to consider is the fact that closed doors sometimes needs you to be still and trust God. the journey to fulfilling purpose is carefully orchestrated by your maker so why not put all your trust in HIM. you definitely need that guidance because you don't want to loose yourself and the purpose of God for you once you finally get through that closed door.

So lets start afresh!!! Its a whole new month- Welcome April 2020. I am trusting God this Month.