
Hey There!
Yes Yes Yes I
know it has been a while. And you may be wondering what I have been up to? Well
to summarize my growth the last few years with emojis ......πππππ€π☹️π«ππ¬π±ππΎππ½ππΎπͺπΎπ©π½π«π€¦π½♀️ππΎπππ
That's a lot of
emojis I Know.
But above all
God has been faithful. I cannot deny that at all even with all the ups and
downs, His Grace upon my life still amazes me because I am so far from being
perfect.
Overall it's been a
journey the last few years, a journey comprising of love, strength, growth both
spiritually and mentally. There have so many set backs especially with my
career. My medical school journey hasn't been a smooth ride but this journey
has thought me to TRUST God especially when my door of breakthrough is
shut closed and I have my back against the wall...... listen to song "Made
a way by Travis Green" https://youtu.be/MDnrYaDPcig.
So to my closed
door,
Sometimes I
wonder to myself, my closed doors? Why such a rough road? Why is it taking me
longer to complete that degree? Pass that exam? Find love? Start that
business? So many whys and you may be wondering the same thing but let me
assure you that God is not done yet!
I have to tell
myself that especially on days when I feel so overwhelmed like today.
Ecclesiastical
9:11 NLT
I
have observed something else under the sun. The fastest runner doesn't always
win the race, and the strongest warrior doesn't always win the battle. The wise
sometimes go hungry, and the skillful are not necessarily wealthy. And those
who are educated don't always lead successful lives. It is all decided by
chance, by being in the right place at the right time.
Chance in this context for me is Grace to me... The Grace of God to
force those closed doors open and to walk boldly into the destiny that God has
for me and YOU!
Another point of view to consider is the fact that closed doors sometimes needs
you to be still and trust God. the journey to fulfilling purpose is carefully orchestrated by your maker so why not put all your trust in HIM. you definitely need that guidance because you don't want to loose yourself and the purpose
of God for you once you finally get through that closed door.
So lets start afresh!!! Its a whole new month- Welcome April 2020. I am trusting God this Month.